Thursday, May 14, 2009

The Torch Extinguished

So much has happened since the flood at Harry’s Hut; alas, I have neglected to write it all. After the flood, the Independent Study Project (ISP) part of the program began. We were unceremoniously cut loose from the group of people with whom we had spent every minute of the past two months. I cannot say that it was not liberating; seemingly we had emerged from the larger end of the Funnel of Freedom.

Things picked up from there. Starting from the day we parted ways, I…
  • Spent a day at the 25th Byron Bay Blues Festival where I saw Blind Boys from Alabama, That One Guy, and Michael Franti (I also met Paddy from England)
  • Took the 25-hour train ride down to Melbourne
  • Stayed with the amazing Lubitz family and met their many guests (shout out to Lionel, Rita, Lara, Ari, Adam, Jess, Emily, Harry, Ali Akbar, Howard, Flor, and Indi)
  • Began working at the Torch Project with Nick Cowan as my advisor (where I did my ISP)
  • Finally had Shabbos!
  • Went to Ceres for a sustainability festival thing where I learned about Melbourne’s bicycle politics and saw a gypsy/klezmer orchestra (how’s it going, Paz?)
  • Attended a Kabala meditation at Spiritgrow with Rabbi Lebel Wolf
  • Watched lots of Entourage
  • Period of depression and loneliness
















  • Attended RICignition in Seymour with representatives of 14 communities in Victoria and lots of Indigenous and non-Indigenous artists (shout out to Luke, Billum, Uncle Lloyd, Nola, and Uncle Bruce)
  • Highlight of RICignition: drag show featuring Constantina Bush, a six-and-a-half-foot-tall Aboriginal man singing “Heat Wave” and “Material Girl”
  • Was propositioned by a female (I think) prostitute in broad daylight in St. Kilda
  • Took a tour of Melbourne’s amazing graffiti art
  • Went to a footy (Australian Football League) match (Geelong v. Melbourne, Geelong won)
  • Saw Kenneth Liew from Bronx Science – random
  • Ran with Lionel
  • Did an extremely fulfilling and educational ISP with the Torch Project (thanks Nick, Michelle, Rose, Kelly, Angie, Lisa, Richie, Kamahi, and Tony)
My super-cool ISP is entitled “The Torch Project’s Re-Igniting Community (RIC) Model & The Effectiveness of Teaching the RIC Model at RICignition.” I just had it printed and bound today. Ask me for details if you are interested in learning more. I’ve been staying with Meg in Sydney for the past two days. Tonight after hitting up Office Works (amazing service there) we went to look at the Sydney Opera House. Honestly, I assumed it would be overrated, but I was thoroughly impressed.

Tomorrow Meg and I are meeting Jenni at Central Station, and we are all heading back to Byron by the sea on the train. Saturday, I present my ISP, and then the work is officially over. Upcoming plans include driving around New Zealand for three weeks in camper vans with Mia, Michelle, and Kendall.

Hopefully I will write more about the ISP period soon. If not, stay tuned for New Zealand updates. Thanks for reading.

GO BUSH III

The Morning After

I watched the sun rise behind the dense forest that surrounded me. The frogs stopped croaking, but the cane toads continued their rhythmic chirping. I had slept for about three hours. I could finally see the water level clearly; I had spent the night squinting through the dark in vain, straining to tell if the water level was rising or falling. I was overjoyed to discover that the water level had fallen and the rain had stopped. I knew we had a good change of leaving. Peter expressed his hesitation about driving out, knowing there must be some areas of the road still deep in water. However, John expressed his undying faith in “Supe,” his 1985 four-wheel-drive.

We decided to try it. We left the big, green GO BUSH trailer behind, loading all of the still-soaking bags, clothes, books, and other soggy belongings into the back of Supe, and John, Peter, and I climbed into the front seat. The front is meant to seat three, but Peter and John are not small men; I sat bitch. As we began to drive away from Harry’s Hut, I imagined that we were in the Amazon on some kind of safari. The sunlight that made it past the canopy caused the beige floodwater to sparkle. The first deep patch of water we hit, John drove SUpe right through, without getting out to check how deep it was. I held my breath as we slowed crawled through the water, its level rising higher and higher as we drove on. All my muscles were tensed as I watched the water come up to the car’s front grill, then inch up the hood as it reached the passenger and driver windows. If one of the doors was opened, we’d be swimming. But miraculously, we emerged on the other side of the pool un-drenched, with Supe’s motor still humming. I let out an audible sigh of relief; John chucked to himself.

For the next large pool we came to, Peter decided to get out of the car and check how deep it was. Peter waded through the football-field length expanse of floodwater around a bend in the road. I walked out halfway so that Peter could tell him if it was OK, and I could tell John, who was still in the driver’s seat of the Supe. Peter waited at the other end of the pool for John. I yelled to John, asking if I should walk back and get in the car before he drove off, but he yelled back, “Just jump on to the back of the car when I drive by!” Umm, OK…

I prepared myself, physically and mentally. I crouched, put both my hands up, and watched as Supe rolled towards me through the water, making waves in its wake. Right as the car passed me, I sprang for the cage on the roof of the car, misjudged how much the thigh-deep water would hold me back, and splashed face-first into the drink. Sputtering, I picked myself up in time to watch John drive slowly away from where I stood. I laughed aloud at the silliness of it all, and began trudging to where the car had stopped at the other end of the pool. “I missed,” I said. “Be more agile next time,” said John, as I sat in the front seat with a squelch.

The next time came shortly, and I leapt onto the back successfully. As I stood on the back bumper of the Supe, I smiled proudly to myself. Looking around at the trees and water, I felt as if I were in a boat, skimming along in the swamps of the Everglades.

The rest of our journey continued similarly. When we reached the road that had been overflowing with brackish water a day earlier, we found that it was completely dry. Sandwiched between Peter and John in the small front seat of Supe, my legs cramped us as we drove to Gympie to meet the rest of the group. At a gas station in Gympie, I shared brunch with my fellow shipmates and devoured a massive sandwich and order of chips in a matter of minutes; Peter treated. Dan and the rest of the crew arrived, and we went to meet them in the parking lot. I was so happy to see the smiling faces, and I gratefully received their warm hugs. When I sat down on the bus (everyone else had moved the wet gear from Supe to our bus), I sighed deeply and realized I had just spent the night in a public toilet, and that I had slept for about three hours after about five hours of hard, manual labor. I think I passed for most of the ride to Byron Bay.

I vaguely remember hearing “Byron by the Sea,” a recurring song in the trip. “Going back to Byron by the sea, by the sea…”


Reflections in the Water

I will always remember the flood incident as it was narrated by John Sinclair. Indeed, he did narrate events as they occurred in preparation for writing his grandchildren a story about it. John writes his grandchildren a short story after every adventure he has. I am proud to say that I appear in his latest story, “Flooded In and Washed Out,” forever immortalized in the realm of bedtime stories someone once told some grandkids of theirs. When I write my memoirs, this chapter will be called “He-Man and the Master of the Universe”; I am He-Man.

In the days following the flood, I thought about the events often, and they stressed me out. Peter had a psychologist come speak with the group about the incident, and I stayed after the session to ask him a couple of things. Turns out I didn’t have acute stress response, and I wouldn’t get post traumatic stress disorder; I just had a lot of thoughts. He said it would take a bit longer for me to sort out than the rest of the group. He was right. Eventually, I stopped reliving the scary moments. Now it remains a strong, vivid memory, but a memory nonetheless.